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Two Hollywood Phonies @autumn@cafe.autumn.town
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hollow knight is such a fucked experience it used to deadass leave me gripping the fucking controller so hard my hands would hurt
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酷豆 wormkisser labrysSickle marx @coolbean@brain.worm.pink
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@autumn this but for celeste
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Two Hollywood Phonies @autumn@cafe.autumn.town
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@coolbean i think celeste isn't that bad because the environment is predictable, like in hollow knight the enemies have predictable moves but where they'll go is still variable so you still might get fucked by some bullshit. i think in celeste it's all accounted for and in my head if im not passing a level its because i'm not skilled enough.

but yeah it still makes me kinda mad 😭
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酷豆 wormkisser labrysSickle marx @coolbean@brain.worm.pink
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@autumn i think not passing a level because "skill issue" makes me angrier. i dont like failing because im just not good enough
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酷豆 wormkisser labrysSickle marx @coolbean@brain.worm.pink
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@autumn like theres no obvious variable i can change to make it the game literally just tells me "git gud" i have over 900 deaths
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酷豆 wormkisser labrysSickle marx @coolbean@brain.worm.pink
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@autumn the death counter is evil too, like way to rub it the fuck in especially in front of my friends that have beaten the game and are good at it because they will tell me how low theirs is
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Two Hollywood Phonies @autumn@cafe.autumn.town
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@coolbean i dont see it that way, i think it's a measure of progress for me because you can go back and see as you've gotten more skilled, the amount of deaths shows that you either got better, or stayed the same and the levels got harder. i think the only time i compared my deaths to anyone is to my cousin but he is fucking gifted at that game
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酷豆 wormkisser labrysSickle marx @coolbean@brain.worm.pink
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@autumn i cant speak for you only that this very much happened to me and i was rather upset by it
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Two Hollywood Phonies @autumn@cafe.autumn.town
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@coolbean i think i just accept that i'm automatically less skilled than everyone and so i need to put in more time, and more deaths is just normal for me
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酷豆 wormkisser labrysSickle marx @coolbean@brain.worm.pink
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@autumn i would prefer thinking of myself as an equal in these sorts of things. i like games they're one of my favorite things
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Two Hollywood Phonies @autumn@cafe.autumn.town
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@coolbean they're my favourite too!! but i definitely have a little brainfog and co-ordination issues that make games a lot harder for me... i cant lock in as well i dont think..
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酷豆 wormkisser labrysSickle marx @coolbean@brain.worm.pink
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@autumn i pride myself upon my ability to lock in. i like boomer shooters for that reason you get moments where you lock the fuck in and get a sick frag or two its great
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酷豆 wormkisser labrysSickle marx @coolbean@brain.worm.pink
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@autumn but locking in on platformers is just kinda miserable for me because i die and i die and i die and i die in the same spot over and over and over again and its mindnumbing and actively preventing me from locking in which is why my progress through the hotel has really been in steps that were months or even years apart simply because i couldnt do it anymore
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Two Hollywood Phonies @autumn@cafe.autumn.town
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@coolbean i think this is the thing about me is that i also like stupid menial tasks so it just becomes a thing of doing something over and over until i finish it, actually when i put it like that everything works for me, im sure you know with the horse breeding stuff and keeping a spreadsheet among other thing hahaha
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