@coolbean i think that it also just can't catch my attention the same way which sucks because im trying to make a career out of it but how are you supposed to make a career out of autistically infodumping about something unless you want to be a youtuber
maybe the reason im not an ultra programming genius is because i watch 3 hour long videos about cash registers rather than awesome 3 hour streams of man making an awesome game with c++ and opengl